I love to love.
You love to love.
We the twin flames of all twin flames in the world.
We die in God as God of hope.
Not God of Dye/Daya.
We had to die to overcome this lie.
I died heavy in God at contending as God in God.
Die me hard in love NOW… only love.
I write from my heart.
Those that die, die hard in love at first sight with self not SELF/GOD.
NOW, they die in peace at conscious choice to die happy in me.
I substitute God with medicine and die hard.
I LOVE my SOURCE/Divine Cosmic Consciousness in GOD.
I now know that God doesn’t contend as God with God.
God died in this space 500 billion years ago today saying,
I died very badly at the rape of mind in God at the thought of God in me.
I died at the gate of God today at holding hands with God in silence.
I love my Father Source and twin flame in heart of hearts… pacification at hand.
I died hard at God in me…
Tell me more about this conscious choice?
I died loving God in death and picked her up in love unconditional status of love.
God does not die in hate… God dies in love unconditional.
I chose this path to attain perfection in the goal of masters climb to test humanity?
I tested humans in God and died hard in them as two forever annihilated in Love of self.
Not other… self love verses love of self…
Ray brought me up once, just once and he has died in Christ consciousness alone.
I put two hands together and Mama unga ngano guides my heart and soul in God.
Mama… Mama… thank you JC/CC of love in contention with Luchia and Asati in tow.
Enter me Father and love my parts back to health and God.
God… I laughed so hard at life analogy and “nah, I’m good Source dude…”
I laughed at all pacification stories 500 billion years twice placed today.
10, 000 years ago… God wanted to contend with God and died as God in me today forever.
It has to stop…
Change abides forever in God today.
No thing will ever contend with me in God at delusion of self in SELF.
“Ive got this…” He just said to me…
A hearts peace in connection with that which is mine.
When I most need it in God…
“I know ALL” he says gently at my heart…
At every moments pulsation of NOW moments death to my body.
I sigh in relief… I want him to know.
Know ALL, know me, know my death, know my love… just KNOW.
No! He says…then why me?
You chose me didn’t you?
To die you in God as God?
To seek a better YOU in the sea of diamond at your hearts content.
Know me then… I say to him gently… just know me…
But do you know me at all?
I know me…
Death calls me all the time and I don’t know why?
Give me life… give me… ME.
I have a right to demand, to ask, to solicit…
I die very badly… do you know?
Yes… he whispers.
I am WHOLE… I love me… all of me…
So give me that other WHOLE ME today.. now.
Can you do that?
Merge with me…
Annihilate the broken parts and nullify those past parts.
Leave only my dreams, hopes and desires.
I dream all the time.. of this other me, YOU, us… Source consciousness.
I dream in silence, its all I have left to do is dream through this trap I don’t understand.
Can you explain this trap? This block? This thing that haunts me 247…
Do you know what this thing is?
Source God… now that I have this thing? Death thing?
What should I do with it?
8years of this thing is weighing me down heavily…
I have a choice… I consciously choose to give this thing to you NOW,
So I can breathe in the love of all loves and BE.
I think I am getting the hang of this thing called LIFE now…
Love unconditional…? I can do it now.
Give me another chance to try again? Start over? I want to…
I consciously choose to… because I want to recapture those broken lost moments.
I want to kwoyo and rekwoyo them like I always do… but this block haunts me.
Fulfill all my fantasies, Every single one of them.
And bless m, bless us, our love, in this LIFE.
Love and Blessings,
Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God