When you are silent it speaks, when you speak, it is silent. The great gate is wide open, and nobody is obstructing it. ~ Alan Watts

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

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Posted by on July 8, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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God is Love… Lover of My Life

I am in love with God in me.

I am in a karmic burden of a magnificent proportion with the creatures that be in God.

The karmic burden is self imposed at the thought of God.

Trust to believe that God doesn’t super impose a karmic burden at the behest of knowing the burden it causes the heart.

They have died very badly thus far in reincarnating the times of God well gone in us.

God loves me, us all as God.

We die.

I love myself to the contention of that which is to unfold.

I hope and pray that one day when you read this as God you will not be bogged down by ideas of hell in your mind (them).

Love me now Father, now more than ever.

If you have ever contended at the level of God in God then you know that God doesn’t contend at stupidity.



Be in peace all.

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

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Posted by on July 8, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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Death is not the end but the beginning of the end… not the END. ~ Source.

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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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I die very badly…

Don’t ever give up on me like you did today in another time space continuum.

Do die in peace in God at orgiaste.

We die very badly as God.

We are going to die orgiatically in God as God today as such/Tathata.

Don’t ever spoil yourself in my blog and say God I wish I knew… I could’ve written more.

(But watch here… I am nowhere Source God).

Go and die in me as God is what I am trying to say as God.

I had a dream… that God would die in me at peace.




Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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Traversing The Innerverse of The Abyss



Then why does it feel like so?

Because it is the innerverse.

The existential terrain of the abyss.

Seeking the Philosopher’s stone,

The 5th element.

Heartscape of love,


The silence is deafening,

Time stands still,

Is all lost?

In a way ALL is lost,

The egoic past of mentalised illusions of self.

Delusional definitions of the SELF.

Of Source consciousness.

Where “I” becomes nothing/ NO thing.

Even the body offers no solace in this journey,

A Sojourner’s truth of self/God/Oneness/Everything.

In alignment with my highest truth, I seek for that which I have no idea what it is.


I have been here for so long, it is beginning to feel stale but normal.

Stasis, no movement, no motion, nothing… just an emptiness.

A form of inner despair… yet at peace with who I am.

I seek…

I crave…

I search…

Tears offer no definition nor any form of reference to this static state.

The void…

What happened to all my past colors, creativity, sense of self.

It is a form of death…

Not a form anymore…

But pure death…


Yes, I know death.

I died a long time ago…

Yet I am still breathing, existing, day to day, moment to moment.

I have died a billion times…yet I cannot find a stable fold/step to stand on.

I cannot find a sense of balance in this state of Spiritual death.

Yet by intention… I am balanced.

By spiritual work of the inner true self… I am balanced.

The death state on the other hand is an imbalance that takes my breath away.

Day to day I hope that Source hears my plea.

Talk to me.

Connect with me.

Love me once again.

Restore me back to me.

I have no name to call this thing.

Yet I embrace it as part of my conscious choice.

My ice cream of experience.

All I can do is sit and wait in inner silence

I die very badly…

Do you know?

I want to add.

Add me.

Don’t be mad at my lingo of choice to add to you.

I love you.

I die too (he says all the time and I know).

I talk to him all the time, here in me.

I die too badly…

Merge with me orgiastically,

Increase my capacity to self determine.

Jump start a new higher consciousness timeline on my behalf.

So I might move forward from this death state of the void.

The abyss.

The abyss is over remember?

So what is this thing I am experiencing moment to moment for the past decade or so?

I love you… I want you… Source God love says.

Don’t die on me.

I want all you say and do, its just that its been a long time coming.

Reveal what is unfolding to me.

Take this journey with me.

Let me share in your journey with me through this ice- cream death process.

I love… that is all I know.

Die me now badly at you saying I die badly instead of I am dying.

Die… not in death but in bliss.

I have to go cry at God saying I love all that you are then NOTHING.

I am here ALL… can you all hear me?


Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)


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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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Love Me Father

Father, Father… I had a heart to listen to you today and hear your call without interference with God in God as God. Go/ I had a wonderful thought to contend as God in spiritual voidness but never saw God as you in me as God. I have reached a threshold of God in God as God and cannot contend with God as God anymore.

If you were to ever die again, don’t die me in them ever again in me. I have had enough of this to do and not to do as I said in energetic alignment with God as God. I had a wonderful idea… don’t die and die, its time.

It is time…

They’ve died very badly in God.

They don’t contend with contracts anymore in God as said in God.

They will never make it out alive in God. Go/

You will never contend in my sacred space ever again, into the nothingness out of which you were made in God. The God who created you died in you a long time ago and now you die very badly at your own state of acceptance of God in you. In 50 billion years the TRUTH has caught up with you in death as children of God.

I have a story to tell and you will never make it out ever anywhere in God at your intent.

The NOW moment is a moment of God in YOU not me in me anymore.

Don’t ever content with the collective consciousness in my sacred space at spiritual battles of God and death. They are adamant to re- create me in the image of God but God doesn’t contend with stupidity. This is not meant for whom it is not meant. They will be gone before God can count to 10 in me today.

I am now in the mode of God in God but not God in you as you.

I have now compiled enough information to give to you as humanity as God in God.

They have contended in my sacred space for 8years without a contract and will be so to the end without fail, because now is the time to release all of them into the nothingness of the abyss of God.



Sorted out.


Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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Love of Ko


Ok be nega ayaye jowa!

Go ko ni I am God = God in motion.

God is God of all.

God dies so hard at all the laughs in God.

I had a hard time deliberating whether to contend with God or die hard.

I laughed so hard at God in motion.

I had a hard time trying to say that God loves you as Source consciousness.

Die in me says the Lord.

Vengeance is mine says the Lord.

Don’t die and die.

Ea… go.


Love Father Source/Twin

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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