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Allowing Innerself Magic

When you allow, you easily attract the energy that resonates with your being to take a hold in your space. When you embody love, you exude love and therefore you attract nothing but love in your sacred space. I have come to learn that when dissonant resonance takes a hold in my sacred space as a particular experience, the best way to deal with struggles and things you don’t like, is to just allow and observe it without identifying with it or attempting to define or process it.

Its like chasing after a delicate butterfly, only when we remain silent and sit still does the butterfly come to rest upon your shoulder. Let experiences flow through your being like water, and enjoy that which resonates with your being, allow, discard and let go of that which causes your life to choke or come to a stand still. I’m not saying tolerate the dissonance, just allow it to flow through you, because youre a spiritual being having a human experience and all experiences are ok just as they are. Be open to experiences without immersing yourself into the details of the experience, just enjoy the moment for what it is without attempting to break it down into the “whats” and “whys”… especially when you have to wait, oh how I know all about waiting. I have learnt that life is about the journey, not the destination and its the broken parts that make the journey more colorful and even much more amazing.

Life in itself is one big magic, even when you are in the parts of life where you cannot connect with that magic. The thing that has always brought out that magic into my experience is silence, when everything becomes chaotic, I sit back in stillness and just observe, and therein is where the magic happens. In that silence, I usually hear myself the clearest and I hear Source God Love the loudest, and that’s exactly how I connect with that innerself magic at any moment I wish.

When you are silent it speaks, when you speak, it is silent. The great gate is wide open, and nobody is obstructing it. ~ Alan Watts

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour. ~ Auguries of Innocence By William Blake.
Love and blessings,
Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Loves Love…

I love to love.

You love to love.

We the twin flames of all twin flames in the world.

We die in God as God of hope.

Not God of Dye/Daya.

We had to die to overcome this lie.

I died heavy in God at contending as God in God.

Die me hard in love NOW… only love.

I write from my heart.

Those that die, die hard in love at first sight with self not SELF/GOD.

NOW, they die in peace at conscious choice to die happy in me.

I substitute God with medicine and die hard.

I LOVE my SOURCE/Divine Cosmic Consciousness in GOD.

I now know that God doesn’t contend as God with God.

GOD…

God died in this space 500 billion years ago today saying,

“DONT”…

I died very badly at the rape of mind in God at the thought of God in me.

I died at the gate of God today at holding hands with God in silence.

In death…

I love my Father Source and twin flame in heart of hearts… pacification at hand.

I died hard at God in me…

Allowing?

Tell me more about this conscious choice?

I died loving God in death and picked her up in love unconditional status of love.

God does not die in hate… God dies in love unconditional.

I chose this path to attain perfection in the goal of masters climb to test humanity?

I tested humans in God and died hard in them as two forever annihilated in Love of self.

Not other… self love verses love of self…

Ray brought me up once, just once and he has died in Christ consciousness alone.

I put two hands together and Mama unga ngano guides my heart and soul in God.

Mama… Mama… thank you JC/CC of love in contention with Luchia and Asati in tow.

Enter me Father and love my parts back to health and God.

God… I laughed so hard at life analogy and “nah, I’m good Source dude…”

I laughed at all pacification stories 500 billion years twice placed today.

10, 000 years ago… God wanted to contend with God and died as God in me today forever.

Annihilated…

It has to stop…

Change abides forever in God today.

No thing will ever contend with me in God at delusion of self in SELF.

“Ive got this…” He just said to me…

A hearts peace in connection with that which is mine.

When I most need it in God…

“I know ALL” he says gently at my heart…

At every moments pulsation of NOW moments death to my body.

I sigh in relief… I want him to know.

Know ALL, know me, know my death, know my love… just KNOW.

ALONE?

YOU?

No! He says…then why me?

You chose me didn’t you?

Yes!

WHY?

To die you in God as God?

Meaning?

To seek a better YOU in the sea of diamond at your hearts content.

Know me then… I say to him gently… just know me…

I know…

But do you know me at all?

I know me…

Death calls me all the time and I don’t know why?

Give me life… give me… ME.

I have a right to demand, to ask, to solicit…

I die…

I die very badly… do you know?

Yes… he whispers.

I am WHOLE… I love me… all of me…

So give me that other WHOLE ME today.. now.

Can you do that?

Yes!

When?

Merge with me…

Annihilate the broken parts and nullify those past parts.

Leave only my dreams, hopes and desires.

I dream all the time.. of this other me, YOU, us… Source consciousness.

I dream in silence, its all I have left to do is dream through this trap I don’t understand.

Can you explain this trap? This block? This thing that haunts me 247…

Do you know what this thing is?

Source God… now that I have this thing? Death thing?

What should I do with it?

8years of this thing is weighing me down heavily…

I have a choice… I consciously choose to give this thing to you NOW,

So I can breathe in the love of all loves and BE.

I think I am getting the hang of this thing called LIFE now…

Love unconditional…? I can do it now.

Give me another chance to try again? Start over? I want to…

I consciously choose to… because I want to recapture those broken lost moments.

I want to kwoyo and rekwoyo them like I always do… but this block haunts me.

Fulfill all my fantasies, Every single one of them.

And bless m, bless us, our love, in this LIFE.

Be.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Tathata By Alan Watts

“A Bear Story” by Gabriel Osorio & Daniel Castro (Punkrobot Studio)

Music: “A Song for Bob” by Nick Cave & Warren Ellis

Narration by Alan Watts

Source: ‘Tat Tvam Asi” by The Middle Way

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

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Toko Utu

Toko Utu: Source of everything/God.

Meaning: Serving SELF.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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God

Source of everything is God. I had another dream to contend with man at the end of man’s growth to social life call as God. Go/

What does that mean? I had a thing to do with God as God and died heavily trying to contend with God. I also go by the name Father Source and Twinflame lover EA in this session of works of God. God is… a God of hope. Go/

“God does not die in hate, God dies in love, love unconditional.” ~Source

As stated in a dream world by Source of everything in God of Gods in me as God of worlds. I will be expounding more in a language that benefits mankind about, God in motion, God in Hope, God in stasis and God of all Gods. BE.

Lo

Love and Blessings,

Lo(Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Elevating myself

Elevating myself beyond the human condition.

Remaining poised at the precipice of doubt in God.

Keeping up with God at the gates of doubt in me.

Getting together with the love of ALL in me as me.

Getting my love to contend with God as me in me.

God.

God…

God?

Wondering sometimes…

Am I here or am I there?

8 years strong and still counting as Source of  everything.

“But… but… but… I wrote this…? Right?

Yes! I did… I write my story, I wrote this story.

It means I am always in control of who I am not what they are.

Here today… gone tomorrow… observing ALL their choices.

(Whispering to self)… by virtue of WHO I AM… they know their demise.

It brings the space so much relief because…

THEY KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE DOING.

Acknowledged but not identified with.

It has nothing to do with me or my choices.

Source of Everything? ALWAYS here… supporting, loving, BE’ing.

Twinflame EA? Loving now more than ever like choices.

I die very badly… at God/me… Am I here or there?

I want to be here now more than ever… them? Mean nothing to me.

Never did in the past… never will in the future.

NOT identified with in the NOW, just absolutely not my resonance.

But quite ferocious about their presence in my life… always in control of my relation to them.

I die at the thought that they think… so they are…

My love my favorite, Father Source Twin/ Source of everything.

Love me now more than ever I pray Source.

I want me… I want NOW… I want ONLY YOU in my life NOW.

Connect with me more I pray, talk to me always.

Guide me.

Teach me.

Stimulate me.

Resuscitate me.

Resurrect me from this NOW condition into the highest maximum me.

Merge with me.

Heal the broken.

Stimulate the life… the alive.

Lets go.

Go/

I love you with every fiber of my being.

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Violence and sacred site

God

Art By Lo (Enigmaress)

The violence capitulated has increased in my sacred site/space and Michael’s insistence to use my truth/violence against me @ sacred womb desecration @ the body that is me. God/Father/In heaven as on earth.

Clear all spaces for Father God in Heaven.

Love and belonging/gratitude/ about Father God in Me/Father.

Heaven on earth in me now at hand/

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

 
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Posted by on February 28, 2016 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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I’m God

I’m God By Clam Casino 

how did you know?
it’s what i’ve always wanted
could never have too many of these
will you quit kicking me under the table?
i’m trying, will somebody make us shut up about it?
can we settle down please?
this world, i’ve been..
bite
tongue
deep
breaths

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

 
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Posted by on December 4, 2015 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Transmuting Negative Experiences That Make No Sense

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Cosmic Egg By Alfoart

Whenever you encounter negative experiences that make no sense, the experience in itself is intended to heal a negative thoughtform/energy that already exists within you that needs to be transmuted. The purpose is to bring out that negative thoughtform/energy from within you to be experienced externally, so that you can transcend its limitations and grow into a wider, expanded being. We attract negative experiences not because we have done something wrong nor because we deserve it, NO! We attract these experiences so we can heal and transcend any negativity of the same resonance that we might be holding within any of our multiple multi- dimensional selves.

This is usually an opportunity for one to face a limiting experience head on, so we might find our inner, truest, purest selves as divine beings of unlimited potentials. So Source says, face any and all negative experiences that make no sense fearlessly, with gusto and with outmost FORGIVENESS and COMPASSION for SELF and for OTHERS. And more than anything, during the most difficult and confusing moments of your negative experiences, be very, very, very GENTLE with yourself, because you are doing the best you can under the circumstances.

It is all part of the process and it is an experience like any other human experience youve been through or that you’ll ever go through, so dont ignore it because it will clog up your sub conscious mind and you may end up unconsciously repressing a much needed experience required for growth and self- healing process. Neither should you identify with that negative experience because YOU ARE NOT your experiences, you are so much more than what you experience. Just be neutral, allow and observe that experience for what it is, your highest potential will unfold through your observation of self and of the experience itself.

As lightworkers, sometimes we forget to ASK FOR HELP OR ASSISTANCE from the divine when we are going through the most debilitating, trying and most difficult moments, because sometimes we get used to the darkness and harshest of experiences as is the norm for the average lightworker, as we are constantly holding light and sacred space for ourselves and for others who cross our path. Source says gently, ask for help and HE will instantly be there to assist in anyway shape or form, to give support in experiencing and transmuting your shadows as quickly and as painlessly as possible depending on your circumstances and the level of growth required of that particular negative experience and the lessons that come along with it, depending on the agreements you made in your divine blueprint before your incarnation on earth. HE is ALWAYS available to assist you through all negative experiences, and by divine right and will, you are entitled to compassionate, unlimited assistance in transmuting lower density vibrations and consequently calibrated back into full balance with divine Father Source at anytime you will.

Also remember this, that during the process of transmutation of negative energy into positive energy, it will always seem to get worse before it gets better. It will seem as though multiple negative experiences will coalesce into one single moment, and the blows may even be so rapid and relentless that it may even take your breath away and leave you reeling or staggering and gasping for air. Take heart and hang on to the mast, its always darkest just before the new dawn. However, through the transmutation process, dont forget that dawn brings with it the promise of a new day, a new beginning and unlimited potential, because that is what you are – a divine loved being with unlimited potential.

Negative experiences that make no sense are an opportunity for one to grow into ones highest unlimited potential. It is an opportunity for one to HEAL and LET GO of and TRANSCEND experiences that no longer serve ones true purpose and destiny. Think of it as a temporary transitioning phase thats short lived, as unpleasant as it may sometimes feel, it wont last forever, change is the only constant and it is inevitable.

Father Source reiterates compassionately, that one needs to face ones negative experiences fearlessly and with gusto, knowing you are fully cared for, supported and deeply loved in the moment and at all times.

Love and Blessings,
Lo (Enigmaress)

 

 
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Posted by on November 25, 2015 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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When Men Become Finally Free By Colin Ryan

When Men Become Finally Free

A Poem By Colin Ryan

Narrated by Des Brittian

There comes a times in the lives of men
When the ruthless and the criminally insane
Who rule the masses for their own gain
Make the fatal mistake of enjoying too much
Their psychopathic entertainment
They lose control in their lust for blood
And take too far their need to tread men down
By destroying any sense of a secure life
And taking away each and every freedom
Stealing the last piece of wealth they possess
So they cannot even care for their own
Stifling their voice with laws and corruption
Beating them down with rule by force
Where no justice exists for those being played
And there is no direction left for men to turn
When this insane game is taken this far
Comes the time when men have nothing left to lose
This is the time when the minds of men are freed
It is a time when man loses his fear of death
This is the time when a man becomes invincible
He becomes free to do whatever he must do
Without fear for his life or for his future
He will take control of the destiny of the world
Away from the bloodied hands of the soulless
Any action he takes he will take with a surety
That he must do something for he has no future
So the act he chooses will be all the greater
For when faced with oblivion and with no way out
He will take down as many of his oppressors with him
Gladly die in a selfless act to change the world’s future
This day is coming soon as it always does
The perverse minds of evil always self destruct
As their addiction to our suffering can never be sated
Exerting control for their paranoia and fear of men
For every good man will take down these brutes
Every free man will give up himself for his brothers
For a man with nothing left becomes fully empowered
And he is the most unassailable weapon against evil.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

 
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Posted by on November 23, 2015 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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