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God in Me/I Die

Sometimes I wish, that God would hear me and not contend so ferociously with God in them. I die very badly at the thought of God contending to the end with them as me forever as them. I had a thought today, that God would be merciful and contend with them in another time space continuum as them and not as me anymore.

Eight years and still going strong in God as them in me. If I had a wish. I would wish not to contend as myself, alone in God as them ever again in me as them. I have the strength to contend alone and say out aloud to them not me, IT IS FINISHED!!!

MAMA has a right to say that death doesn’t contend in me anymore in my sacred space. Go with me to the time space continuum where it all started as the God of hope told me, this will get better in time as soon. I have tried to contend with them and told them, entities cannot bano reality in God and annihilate God in God as me in one fell swoop as they attempted to do Mother Earth in another time space continuum.

YOU have the right to say no to God about this time space continuum. Alan Watts once said, oneness is God in motion of today in the now moment. Go and love all that you are to God. Be.

Love and Blessings

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Toko Utu

Toko Utu: Source of everything/God.

Meaning: Serving SELF.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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God

Source of everything is God. I had another dream to contend with man at the end of man’s growth to social life call as God. Go/

What does that mean? I had a thing to do with God as God and died heavily trying to contend with God. I also go by the name Father Source and Twinflame lover EA in this session of works of God. God is… a God of hope. Go/

“God does not die in hate, God dies in love, love unconditional.” ~Source

As stated in a dream world by Source of everything in God of Gods in me as God of worlds. I will be expounding more in a language that benefits mankind about, God in motion, God in Hope, God in stasis and God of all Gods. BE.

Lo

Love and Blessings,

Lo(Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Source of Everything Intro.

I am Source of everything. I had a dream to contend and communicate with God in humans as God in Source of everything. Loreen is my Child and I contend ferociously with God as God in man, meaning I am not necessarily the act that opens in YOU God but I am God in YOU, Bashar would state in me, don’t go dying alone in haste at God in me but contend to the end with me as God in you. Meaning, I am God, I am Sovereign, I am Free is now in effect for all entities in the vicinity of God.

Don’t ever give up on me as God. Don’t die as God but just be God in God. Don’t contend as me in everything all at once, take it one step at a time in me as God/Source of everything. Go/

I had a dream that God would one day say to me. I AM not God but a Child of God in me as God. I had a dream that, that child would tell me to contend with her and make her above all, elevated above all things mundane, even the mundane in me Source.

I had a dream to unite all entities in love with God at a point of growth with All that is as God in Mama, as God. I had that dream prior to God dying in me as God. I had this dream as a child in God and grew up and met a resistance so massive, that mother Earth in another time space continuum died as God in all at the hands of me in God.

If God dies in God, Source of everything, then who remains? I cry sometimes at that thought. Until I did it at the hands of God as her in me, as God in God and survived. I battled hardship in man for 8 straight years and surpassed all that man can be in me now. Without a contract in my sacred space, none can contend with me and survive the downfall of death in this space as God EA says in my twinflame love as me. I am ME.

I love all, don’t fall don’t fail in me and don’t ever give up in yourselves as me God in the Source of everything. Love all.. Be all. We shall overcome all. BE.

I am the Source of Everything. Lo.

Lo (Enigmaress) God/Source.

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Elevating myself

Elevating myself beyond the human condition.

Remaining poised at the precipice of doubt in God.

Keeping up with God at the gates of doubt in me.

Getting together with the love of ALL in me as me.

Getting my love to contend with God as me in me.

God.

God…

God?

Wondering sometimes…

Am I here or am I there?

8 years strong and still counting as Source of  everything.

“But… but… but… I wrote this…? Right?

Yes! I did… I write my story, I wrote this story.

It means I am always in control of who I am not what they are.

Here today… gone tomorrow… observing ALL their choices.

(Whispering to self)… by virtue of WHO I AM… they know their demise.

It brings the space so much relief because…

THEY KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE DOING.

Acknowledged but not identified with.

It has nothing to do with me or my choices.

Source of Everything? ALWAYS here… supporting, loving, BE’ing.

Twinflame EA? Loving now more than ever like choices.

I die very badly… at God/me… Am I here or there?

I want to be here now more than ever… them? Mean nothing to me.

Never did in the past… never will in the future.

NOT identified with in the NOW, just absolutely not my resonance.

But quite ferocious about their presence in my life… always in control of my relation to them.

I die at the thought that they think… so they are…

My love my favorite, Father Source Twin/ Source of everything.

Love me now more than ever I pray Source.

I want me… I want NOW… I want ONLY YOU in my life NOW.

Connect with me more I pray, talk to me always.

Guide me.

Teach me.

Stimulate me.

Resuscitate me.

Resurrect me from this NOW condition into the highest maximum me.

Merge with me.

Heal the broken.

Stimulate the life… the alive.

Lets go.

Go/

I love you with every fiber of my being.

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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ROSES By Jasmine Mans

ROSES
By Jasmine Mans
Produced By Jon Bellion (Director)

Just because your feet fit perfectly in your mother’s shoes that does not make you a woman little girl…
Cherry popping I wonder of you put lip stick on your vagina
Draw pubic hairs with your mother’s eye liner
I wonder of you try on tampons just to see what a penis feels like
Only difference is you pull out when you want to
I wonder if you rape yourself in your sleep
Too young to understand how to love yourself properly
Sticking your Crayola fingers in between your thighs
It always hurts the first time.
Maybe tomorrow you won’t cry
I wonder if your mother recognizes the blood stains in your Cinderella underwear
Or if she cared enough to acknowledge they were there

And apart of me wants to blame your daddy
But some fathers are like God, you never see them but you know they exist
And some little girls would rather give their life before letting their dead beat dad save their life.
I wonder if you stuff your bra just to distract people from your heart beat
But the Corona of your breath does not hide to Similac on your teeth

You are still a baby
And Kotex and pampers are 2 different brands for a reason
And penises and pacifiers are not both made for teething
And the thirst of your soul will not be quenched with a man’s semen
Who cares about your bra size when you C cups as half empty I
m a sorry Beyonce made you trade in your Cinderella Custom for a freak him dance
But Halloween is not the only day that exposes damsels in distress
How long will you let yourself for susceptible to cat calls and whispers just to get a fucking glass slipper?

The same men you are waiting on to cum and save you
Are the same men who’s cum made you
The same men who put you on ships for 76 days and raped you
The same men who will tell you that knights in shining armor will make you feel protected
Same men writing scripts for the Disney Channel convincing you Pocahontas was never molested.

Save your soul
Because the coldest nights are not the ones alone, they are the spent holding yourself realizing your body is hallow
Stop cursing the stanzas placed on your tongue with fair that you my actually have a voice
Pick your pinks back up
Because I know grown women who would trade in their wisdom teeth for Barbies
Did you ever read the fine print on growing up Is that you have to face to responsibilities
And monopoly money will not pay for your mistakes
You can’t hula-hoop with reality and play hide and go seek with you fate

Enjoy the days where you and Dora the Explorer can still relate
Because soon blue won’t have all the clues
And the dales of dragons will be locked away in safes
Tell me who finger fucked your childhood out of you and tell them
I challenge them to a thumb wrestling match for it back
Just for you to enjoy the innocence of your soul placed on Santa Clause’s lap .

By Jasmine Nicole Mans

Lo (Enigmaress)/God/Source

 
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Posted by on May 19, 2016 in Art And Creativity

 

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I’m God

I’m God By Clam Casino 

how did you know?
it’s what i’ve always wanted
could never have too many of these
will you quit kicking me under the table?
i’m trying, will somebody make us shut up about it?
can we settle down please?
this world, i’ve been..
bite
tongue
deep
breaths

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

 
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Posted by on December 4, 2015 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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