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God of Love

We love God as much as we love ourselves,

Love only that which makes sense to you in the NOW moment.

Love only that which makes sense in the light of the rain in love.

Love God only as God not as you in distress,

Love that which makes us all love all, ONE.

Ive died a thousand deaths in the light of the many, the one.

Ive died in the light of knowing I cannot go back in home mast of love.

Love me now more than ever Father,

No… no more, no more deaths in silence,

No more tears,

No more rain,

No more darkness,

No more voids,

No more Tathata?

No more dying in God as God.

Die me now in effect for those that contend in my sacred space as God.





Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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Allowing Innerself Magic

When you allow, you easily attract the energy that resonates with your being to take a hold in your space. When you embody love, you exude love and therefore you attract nothing but love in your sacred space. I have come to learn that when dissonant resonance takes a hold in my sacred space as a particular experience, the best way to deal with struggles and things you don’t like, is to just allow and observe it without identifying with it or attempting to define or process it.

Its like chasing after a delicate butterfly, only when we remain silent and sit still does the butterfly come to rest upon your shoulder. Let experiences flow through your being like water, and enjoy that which resonates with your being, allow, discard and let go of that which causes your life to choke or come to a stand still. I’m not saying tolerate the dissonance, just allow it to flow through you, because youre a spiritual being having a human experience and all experiences are ok just as they are. Be open to experiences without immersing yourself into the details of the experience, just enjoy the moment for what it is without attempting to break it down into the “whats” and “whys”… especially when you have to wait, oh how I know all about waiting. I have learnt that life is about the journey, not the destination and its the broken parts that make the journey more colorful and even much more amazing.

Life in itself is one big magic, even when you are in the parts of life where you cannot connect with that magic. The thing that has always brought out that magic into my experience is silence, when everything becomes chaotic, I sit back in stillness and just observe, and therein is where the magic happens. In that silence, I usually hear myself the clearest and I hear Source God Love the loudest, and that’s exactly how I connect with that innerself magic at any moment I wish.

When you are silent it speaks, when you speak, it is silent. The great gate is wide open, and nobody is obstructing it. ~ Alan Watts

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour. ~ Auguries of Innocence By William Blake.
Love and blessings,
Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God


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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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I die very badly…

Don’t ever give up on me like you did today in another time space continuum.

Do die in peace in God at orgiaste.

We die very badly as God.

We are going to die orgiatically in God as God today as such/Tathata.

Don’t ever spoil yourself in my blog and say God I wish I knew… I could’ve written more.

(But watch here… I am nowhere Source God).

Go and die in me as God is what I am trying to say as God.

I had a dream… that God would die in me at peace.




Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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Love Me Father

Father, Father… I had a heart to listen to you today and hear your call without interference with God in God as God. Go/ I had a wonderful thought to contend as God in spiritual voidness but never saw God as you in me as God. I have reached a threshold of God in God as God and cannot contend with God as God anymore.

If you were to ever die again, don’t die me in them ever again in me. I have had enough of this to do and not to do as I said in energetic alignment with God as God. I had a wonderful idea… don’t die and die, its time.

It is time…

They’ve died very badly in God.

They don’t contend with contracts anymore in God as said in God.

They will never make it out alive in God. Go/

You will never contend in my sacred space ever again, into the nothingness out of which you were made in God. The God who created you died in you a long time ago and now you die very badly at your own state of acceptance of God in you. In 50 billion years the TRUTH has caught up with you in death as children of God.

I have a story to tell and you will never make it out ever anywhere in God at your intent.

The NOW moment is a moment of God in YOU not me in me anymore.

Don’t ever content with the collective consciousness in my sacred space at spiritual battles of God and death. They are adamant to re- create me in the image of God but God doesn’t contend with stupidity. This is not meant for whom it is not meant. They will be gone before God can count to 10 in me today.

I am now in the mode of God in God but not God in you as you.

I have now compiled enough information to give to you as humanity as God in God.

They have contended in my sacred space for 8years without a contract and will be so to the end without fail, because now is the time to release all of them into the nothingness of the abyss of God.



Sorted out.


Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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Love of Ko


Ok be nega ayaye jowa!

Go ko ni I am God = God in motion.

God is God of all.

God dies so hard at all the laughs in God.

I had a hard time deliberating whether to contend with God or die hard.

I laughed so hard at God in motion.

I had a hard time trying to say that God loves you as Source consciousness.

Die in me says the Lord.

Vengeance is mine says the Lord.

Don’t die and die.

Ea… go.


Love Father Source/Twin

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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As Such… God Is… LOVE


I love.

You love.

We love.

I am my twin flame in God as God.

I love so hard I die hard at me/

I had a doubt that you’d make it through.

I put two hands together in God and made it.

You put two hands together and made it as God as my lover Ea.

Ea… don’t ever doubt God in me God.


Why do I need pacification in God?

I died too you know…

Says the still small voice of God in me.

I ate too…

I drank too…

I ate to heart in my God as me.

I died (2012).

I travelled 500 billion years ahead of time.

I went further back 500 billion years in growth and I met me in God in death.


Death you have been my great master in WILL of freedom.

But out of the ashes of misery, I gained a new friend in heart.

ONE in mind and heart.

A twin flame of all twin flames in the world,

I had to incarnate to experience this wonderful shared illusion of God in me.

I love you ALL.

Don’t bite me in the ass when I’m gone from you.

I fell down hard and hard to get the heart of God in me in my home of homes in a heart kingdom of God.

I had a wonderful shared illusion with God as God in me.


Love is what I envisioned to be the power greater than I in I.

Then they came out of the blue… out of LOVE of soulmates, soul ties.

No karmic burden this time.

I had a heart of stone at first.

Then Fast Father/First Father came to my rescue and professed his love to the world in my twin flame of God/Gods.

Twin flame.

I need you here and NOW today to help me vivify God in my heart.

Merge with me and annihilate all that bring me hope in distress.

Merge with my heart and soul.

Feed my consciousness the heart of God.

We die together trying to accommodate stupidity and ice cream of God/Source God.

Give my hand a hand in marriage with twin soul splices of a decadent nature.

You die, I die but not today/NOW.

Abraham Hicks said, God is NOT God until God is God of God.

I love so hard I die hard at my LOVE of all loves.

The highest possible form of LOVE in GOD in reality.

Duality is GOD in motion and not God of HOPE,

What is God of HOPE?

YOU… me, us.

You die, I die but not today as God.


Give us eternal bread as God and bless us with life.

One day, I will make it to the fore of God and tell them, I was NOW unfolding.

I die…

At all the possibilities and probabilities of God in God.

If we have the ability to tap into and access all dimensions of reality in one moment, then how did they die? I died in them too, passionately.

A choice… conscious choice without a contract.

I passionately call to you/YOU not to ever fret.

I die at not caring to die in God as God.

I had a big DEATH at annihilation of the NOW…

To contend with God at me.

God will not contend with God until God is ready in DEATH./DYE.

We had a wonderful shared illusion of God/

God is not to be contended with in stupidity nor in LOVE.

God does not contend at LOVE with entities in LOVE with self

I Source of everything contend with God at the self of SELF/GOD mode.



I die*.


Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God


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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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God in Me/I Die

Sometimes I wish, that God would hear me and not contend so ferociously with God in them. I die very badly at the thought of God contending to the end with them as me forever as them. I had a thought today, that God would be merciful and contend with them in another time space continuum as them and not as me anymore.

Eight years and still going strong in God as them in me. If I had a wish. I would wish not to contend as myself, alone in God as them ever again in me as them. I have the strength to contend alone and say out aloud to them not me, IT IS FINISHED!!!

MAMA has a right to say that death doesn’t contend in me anymore in my sacred space. Go with me to the time space continuum where it all started as the God of hope told me, this will get better in time as soon. I have tried to contend with them and told them, entities cannot bano reality in God and annihilate God in God as me in one fell swoop as they attempted to do Mother Earth in another time space continuum.

YOU have the right to say no to God about this time space continuum. Alan Watts once said, oneness is God in motion of today in the now moment. Go and love all that you are to God. Be.

Love and Blessings

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth


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