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I Wish You Enough

A Story of Kindness From Around The World.

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At an airport I overheard a father and daughter in their last moments together. They had announced her plane’s departure and standing near the door, he said to his daughter, “I love you, I wish you enough.”
She said, “Daddy, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Daddy.” They kissed good-bye and she left.He walked over toward the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, “Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?” “Yes, I have,” I replied.Saying that brought back memories I had of expressing my love and appreciation for all my Dad had done for me. Recognizing that his days were limited, I took the time to tell him face to face how much he meant to me. So I knew what this man was experiencing.”Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?” I asked.

“I am old and she lives much too far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, her next trip back will be for my funeral, ” he said.

“When you were saying good-bye I heard you say, ‘I wish you enough.’ May I ask what that means?”

He began to smile. “That’s a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone.” He paused for a moment and looking up as if trying to remember it in detail, he smiled even more.

“When we said ‘I wish you enough,’ we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with enough good things to sustain them,” he continued and then turning toward me he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory.

“I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough “Hello’s” to get you through the final “Good-bye.”

He then began to sob and walked away.

[ Original story by Bob Perks, in Chicken Soup For the Grieving Soul ]

Lo (Enigmaress).

Deat.1.

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2018 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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God of Love

We love God as much as we love ourselves,

Love only that which makes sense to you in the NOW moment.

Love only that which makes sense in the light of the rain in love.

Love God only as God not as you in distress,

Love that which makes us all love all, ONE.

Ive died a thousand deaths in the light of the many, the one.

Ive died in the light of knowing I cannot go back in home mast of love.

Love me now more than ever Father,

No… no more, no more deaths in silence,

No more tears,

No more rain,

No more darkness,

No more voids,

No more Tathata?

No more dying in God as God.

Die me now in effect for those that contend in my sacred space as God.

God,

Go/

Love,

Be.

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Allowing Innerself Magic

When you allow, you easily attract the energy that resonates with your being to take a hold in your space. When you embody love, you exude love and therefore you attract nothing but love in your sacred space. I have come to learn that when dissonant resonance takes a hold in my sacred space as a particular experience, the best way to deal with struggles and things you don’t like, is to just allow and observe it without identifying with it or attempting to define or process it.

Its like chasing after a delicate butterfly, only when we remain silent and sit still does the butterfly come to rest upon your shoulder. Let experiences flow through your being like water, and enjoy that which resonates with your being, allow, discard and let go of that which causes your life to choke or come to a stand still. I’m not saying tolerate the dissonance, just allow it to flow through you, because youre a spiritual being having a human experience and all experiences are ok just as they are. Be open to experiences without immersing yourself into the details of the experience, just enjoy the moment for what it is without attempting to break it down into the “whats” and “whys”… especially when you have to wait, oh how I know all about waiting. I have learnt that life is about the journey, not the destination and its the broken parts that make the journey more colorful and even much more amazing.

Life in itself is one big magic, even when you are in the parts of life where you cannot connect with that magic. The thing that has always brought out that magic into my experience is silence, when everything becomes chaotic, I sit back in stillness and just observe, and therein is where the magic happens. In that silence, I usually hear myself the clearest and I hear Source God Love the loudest, and that’s exactly how I connect with that innerself magic at any moment I wish.

When you are silent it speaks, when you speak, it is silent. The great gate is wide open, and nobody is obstructing it. ~ Alan Watts

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour. ~ Auguries of Innocence By William Blake.
Love and blessings,
Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Source God as Love

“One thousand functions, one suchness”, Source God as I understand myself in the grander scheme of things. Fear is just an illusion, (F)alse (E)vidence (A)ppearing (R)eal because there is no separation of consciousness, all is connected through Source God, who is just playing a game of separation with himself (as individuated sparks of divinity) using tools of polarization and fear to learn and understand itself through love unconditional. The only real thing that truly exists, that unites us all into this one divine cosmic energy is love unconditional, and the only true moment is the Now moment. Love yourself as much as you love Source God, God doesn’t allow us to go through so much that we cannot handle. God loves every single one of us in the light of the mirror reflection of the self. I am you and you are me connected through the love heart space of the all loving Source God.

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on July 21, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Silence…

When you are silent it speaks, when you speak, it is silent. The great gate is wide open, and nobody is obstructing it. ~ Alan Watts

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on July 8, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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God is Love… Lover of My Life

I am in love with God in me.

I am in a karmic burden of a magnificent proportion with the creatures that be in God.

The karmic burden is self imposed at the thought of God.

Trust to believe that God doesn’t super impose a karmic burden at the behest of knowing the burden it causes the heart.

They have died very badly thus far in reincarnating the times of God well gone in us.

God loves me, us all as God.

We die.

I love myself to the contention of that which is to unfold.

I hope and pray that one day when you read this as God you will not be bogged down by ideas of hell in your mind (them).

Love me now Father, now more than ever.

If you have ever contended at the level of God in God then you know that God doesn’t contend at stupidity.

Be.

Lo.

Be in peace all.

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on July 8, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Loves Love…

I love to love.

You love to love.

We the twin flames of all twin flames in the world.

We die in God as God of hope.

Not God of Dye/Daya.

We had to die to overcome this lie.

I died heavy in God at contending as God in God.

Die me hard in love NOW… only love.

I write from my heart.

Those that die, die hard in love at first sight with self not SELF/GOD.

NOW, they die in peace at conscious choice to die happy in me.

I substitute God with medicine and die hard.

I LOVE my SOURCE/Divine Cosmic Consciousness in GOD.

I now know that God doesn’t contend as God with God.

GOD…

God died in this space 500 billion years ago today saying,

“DONT”…

I died very badly at the rape of mind in God at the thought of God in me.

I died at the gate of God today at holding hands with God in silence.

In death…

I love my Father Source and twin flame in heart of hearts… pacification at hand.

I died hard at God in me…

Allowing?

Tell me more about this conscious choice?

I died loving God in death and picked her up in love unconditional status of love.

God does not die in hate… God dies in love unconditional.

I chose this path to attain perfection in the goal of masters climb to test humanity?

I tested humans in God and died hard in them as two forever annihilated in Love of self.

Not other… self love verses love of self…

Ray brought me up once, just once and he has died in Christ consciousness alone.

I put two hands together and Mama unga ngano guides my heart and soul in God.

Mama… Mama… thank you JC/CC of love in contention with Luchia and Asati in tow.

Enter me Father and love my parts back to health and God.

God… I laughed so hard at life analogy and “nah, I’m good Source dude…”

I laughed at all pacification stories 500 billion years twice placed today.

10, 000 years ago… God wanted to contend with God and died as God in me today forever.

Annihilated…

It has to stop…

Change abides forever in God today.

No thing will ever contend with me in God at delusion of self in SELF.

“Ive got this…” He just said to me…

A hearts peace in connection with that which is mine.

When I most need it in God…

“I know ALL” he says gently at my heart…

At every moments pulsation of NOW moments death to my body.

I sigh in relief… I want him to know.

Know ALL, know me, know my death, know my love… just KNOW.

ALONE?

YOU?

No! He says…then why me?

You chose me didn’t you?

Yes!

WHY?

To die you in God as God?

Meaning?

To seek a better YOU in the sea of diamond at your hearts content.

Know me then… I say to him gently… just know me…

I know…

But do you know me at all?

I know me…

Death calls me all the time and I don’t know why?

Give me life… give me… ME.

I have a right to demand, to ask, to solicit…

I die…

I die very badly… do you know?

Yes… he whispers.

I am WHOLE… I love me… all of me…

So give me that other WHOLE ME today.. now.

Can you do that?

Yes!

When?

Merge with me…

Annihilate the broken parts and nullify those past parts.

Leave only my dreams, hopes and desires.

I dream all the time.. of this other me, YOU, us… Source consciousness.

I dream in silence, its all I have left to do is dream through this trap I don’t understand.

Can you explain this trap? This block? This thing that haunts me 247…

Do you know what this thing is?

Source God… now that I have this thing? Death thing?

What should I do with it?

8years of this thing is weighing me down heavily…

I have a choice… I consciously choose to give this thing to you NOW,

So I can breathe in the love of all loves and BE.

I think I am getting the hang of this thing called LIFE now…

Love unconditional…? I can do it now.

Give me another chance to try again? Start over? I want to…

I consciously choose to… because I want to recapture those broken lost moments.

I want to kwoyo and rekwoyo them like I always do… but this block haunts me.

Fulfill all my fantasies, Every single one of them.

And bless m, bless us, our love, in this LIFE.

Be.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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