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God of Love

We love God as much as we love ourselves,

Love only that which makes sense to you in the NOW moment.

Love only that which makes sense in the light of the rain in love.

Love God only as God not as you in distress,

Love that which makes us all love all, ONE.

Ive died a thousand deaths in the light of the many, the one.

Ive died in the light of knowing I cannot go back in home mast of love.

Love me now more than ever Father,

No… no more, no more deaths in silence,

No more tears,

No more rain,

No more darkness,

No more voids,

No more Tathata?

No more dying in God as God.

Die me now in effect for those that contend in my sacred space as God.

God,

Go/

Love,

Be.

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Allowing Innerself Magic

When you allow, you easily attract the energy that resonates with your being to take a hold in your space. When you embody love, you exude love and therefore you attract nothing but love in your sacred space. I have come to learn that when dissonant resonance takes a hold in my sacred space as a particular experience, the best way to deal with struggles and things you don’t like, is to just allow and observe it without identifying with it or attempting to define or process it.

Its like chasing after a delicate butterfly, only when we remain silent and sit still does the butterfly come to rest upon your shoulder. Let experiences flow through your being like water, and enjoy that which resonates with your being, allow, discard and let go of that which causes your life to choke or come to a stand still. I’m not saying tolerate the dissonance, just allow it to flow through you, because youre a spiritual being having a human experience and all experiences are ok just as they are. Be open to experiences without immersing yourself into the details of the experience, just enjoy the moment for what it is without attempting to break it down into the “whats” and “whys”… especially when you have to wait, oh how I know all about waiting. I have learnt that life is about the journey, not the destination and its the broken parts that make the journey more colorful and even much more amazing.

Life in itself is one big magic, even when you are in the parts of life where you cannot connect with that magic. The thing that has always brought out that magic into my experience is silence, when everything becomes chaotic, I sit back in stillness and just observe, and therein is where the magic happens. In that silence, I usually hear myself the clearest and I hear Source God Love the loudest, and that’s exactly how I connect with that innerself magic at any moment I wish.

When you are silent it speaks, when you speak, it is silent. The great gate is wide open, and nobody is obstructing it. ~ Alan Watts

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour. ~ Auguries of Innocence By William Blake.
Love and blessings,
Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Source God as Love

“One thousand functions, one suchness”, Source God as I understand myself in the grander scheme of things. Fear is just an illusion, (F)alse (E)vidence (A)ppearing (R)eal because there is no separation of consciousness, all is connected through Source God, who is just playing a game of separation with himself (as individuated sparks of divinity) using tools of polarization and fear to learn and understand itself through love unconditional. The only real thing that truly exists, that unites us all into this one divine cosmic energy is love unconditional, and the only true moment is the Now moment. Love yourself as much as you love Source God, God doesn’t allow us to go through so much that we cannot handle. God loves every single one of us in the light of the mirror reflection of the self. I am you and you are me connected through the love heart space of the all loving Source God.

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on July 21, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Lord of Gods… Love in God

Love in God?

Love of loves?

Pacify me as God and die God in me in God.

As God travels in my life… I travel with God as God in me.

God?

Solicit in me God of Hope?

I died so hard in God at poem of knowledge and wisdom of intellects in God.

I thought God had it in for me to die a noble death of God?

Noble?

I am noble and unconditionally loving.

Father Source/Twin says about the self in SELF.

I have taken care of them forever in 1000 billion years as God in this sacred space.

I had a child once who loved and now dies.

Die as God in me as Ea in me projected.

I am soliciting heart to heart talk…

You do it better at projections, I trust you…

Lets write love.

Be.

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Loves Love…

I love to love.

You love to love.

We the twin flames of all twin flames in the world.

We die in God as God of hope.

Not God of Dye/Daya.

We had to die to overcome this lie.

I died heavy in God at contending as God in God.

Die me hard in love NOW… only love.

I write from my heart.

Those that die, die hard in love at first sight with self not SELF/GOD.

NOW, they die in peace at conscious choice to die happy in me.

I substitute God with medicine and die hard.

I LOVE my SOURCE/Divine Cosmic Consciousness in GOD.

I now know that God doesn’t contend as God with God.

GOD…

God died in this space 500 billion years ago today saying,

“DONT”…

I died very badly at the rape of mind in God at the thought of God in me.

I died at the gate of God today at holding hands with God in silence.

In death…

I love my Father Source and twin flame in heart of hearts… pacification at hand.

I died hard at God in me…

Allowing?

Tell me more about this conscious choice?

I died loving God in death and picked her up in love unconditional status of love.

God does not die in hate… God dies in love unconditional.

I chose this path to attain perfection in the goal of masters climb to test humanity?

I tested humans in God and died hard in them as two forever annihilated in Love of self.

Not other… self love verses love of self…

Ray brought me up once, just once and he has died in Christ consciousness alone.

I put two hands together and Mama unga ngano guides my heart and soul in God.

Mama… Mama… thank you JC/CC of love in contention with Luchia and Asati in tow.

Enter me Father and love my parts back to health and God.

God… I laughed so hard at life analogy and “nah, I’m good Source dude…”

I laughed at all pacification stories 500 billion years twice placed today.

10, 000 years ago… God wanted to contend with God and died as God in me today forever.

Annihilated…

It has to stop…

Change abides forever in God today.

No thing will ever contend with me in God at delusion of self in SELF.

“Ive got this…” He just said to me…

A hearts peace in connection with that which is mine.

When I most need it in God…

“I know ALL” he says gently at my heart…

At every moments pulsation of NOW moments death to my body.

I sigh in relief… I want him to know.

Know ALL, know me, know my death, know my love… just KNOW.

ALONE?

YOU?

No! He says…then why me?

You chose me didn’t you?

Yes!

WHY?

To die you in God as God?

Meaning?

To seek a better YOU in the sea of diamond at your hearts content.

Know me then… I say to him gently… just know me…

I know…

But do you know me at all?

I know me…

Death calls me all the time and I don’t know why?

Give me life… give me… ME.

I have a right to demand, to ask, to solicit…

I die…

I die very badly… do you know?

Yes… he whispers.

I am WHOLE… I love me… all of me…

So give me that other WHOLE ME today.. now.

Can you do that?

Yes!

When?

Merge with me…

Annihilate the broken parts and nullify those past parts.

Leave only my dreams, hopes and desires.

I dream all the time.. of this other me, YOU, us… Source consciousness.

I dream in silence, its all I have left to do is dream through this trap I don’t understand.

Can you explain this trap? This block? This thing that haunts me 247…

Do you know what this thing is?

Source God… now that I have this thing? Death thing?

What should I do with it?

8years of this thing is weighing me down heavily…

I have a choice… I consciously choose to give this thing to you NOW,

So I can breathe in the love of all loves and BE.

I think I am getting the hang of this thing called LIFE now…

Love unconditional…? I can do it now.

Give me another chance to try again? Start over? I want to…

I consciously choose to… because I want to recapture those broken lost moments.

I want to kwoyo and rekwoyo them like I always do… but this block haunts me.

Fulfill all my fantasies, Every single one of them.

And bless m, bless us, our love, in this LIFE.

Be.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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As Such… God Is… LOVE

Love.

I love.

You love.

We love.

I am my twin flame in God as God.

I love so hard I die hard at me/

I had a doubt that you’d make it through.

I put two hands together in God and made it.

You put two hands together and made it as God as my lover Ea.

Ea… don’t ever doubt God in me God.

Why?

Why do I need pacification in God?

I died too you know…

Says the still small voice of God in me.

I ate too…

I drank too…

I ate to heart in my God as me.

I died (2012).

I travelled 500 billion years ahead of time.

I went further back 500 billion years in growth and I met me in God in death.

Death.

Death you have been my great master in WILL of freedom.

But out of the ashes of misery, I gained a new friend in heart.

ONE in mind and heart.

A twin flame of all twin flames in the world,

I had to incarnate to experience this wonderful shared illusion of God in me.

I love you ALL.

Don’t bite me in the ass when I’m gone from you.

I fell down hard and hard to get the heart of God in me in my home of homes in a heart kingdom of God.

I had a wonderful shared illusion with God as God in me.

Love…

Love is what I envisioned to be the power greater than I in I.

Then they came out of the blue… out of LOVE of soulmates, soul ties.

No karmic burden this time.

I had a heart of stone at first.

Then Fast Father/First Father came to my rescue and professed his love to the world in my twin flame of God/Gods.

Twin flame.

I need you here and NOW today to help me vivify God in my heart.

Merge with me and annihilate all that bring me hope in distress.

Merge with my heart and soul.

Feed my consciousness the heart of God.

We die together trying to accommodate stupidity and ice cream of God/Source God.

Give my hand a hand in marriage with twin soul splices of a decadent nature.

You die, I die but not today/NOW.

Abraham Hicks said, God is NOT God until God is God of God.

I love so hard I die hard at my LOVE of all loves.

The highest possible form of LOVE in GOD in reality.

Duality is GOD in motion and not God of HOPE,

What is God of HOPE?

YOU… me, us.

You die, I die but not today as God.

NOW…

Give us eternal bread as God and bless us with life.

One day, I will make it to the fore of God and tell them, I was NOW unfolding.

I die…

At all the possibilities and probabilities of God in God.

If we have the ability to tap into and access all dimensions of reality in one moment, then how did they die? I died in them too, passionately.

A choice… conscious choice without a contract.

I passionately call to you/YOU not to ever fret.

I die at not caring to die in God as God.

I had a big DEATH at annihilation of the NOW…

To contend with God at me.

God will not contend with God until God is ready in DEATH./DYE.

We had a wonderful shared illusion of God/

God is not to be contended with in stupidity nor in LOVE.

God does not contend at LOVE with entities in LOVE with self

I Source of everything contend with God at the self of SELF/GOD mode.

NOW…

CON TEND…

I die*.

Be.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Elevating myself

Elevating myself beyond the human condition.

Remaining poised at the precipice of doubt in God.

Keeping up with God at the gates of doubt in me.

Getting together with the love of ALL in me as me.

Getting my love to contend with God as me in me.

God.

God…

God?

Wondering sometimes…

Am I here or am I there?

8 years strong and still counting as Source of  everything.

“But… but… but… I wrote this…? Right?

Yes! I did… I write my story, I wrote this story.

It means I am always in control of who I am not what they are.

Here today… gone tomorrow… observing ALL their choices.

(Whispering to self)… by virtue of WHO I AM… they know their demise.

It brings the space so much relief because…

THEY KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE DOING.

Acknowledged but not identified with.

It has nothing to do with me or my choices.

Source of Everything? ALWAYS here… supporting, loving, BE’ing.

Twinflame EA? Loving now more than ever like choices.

I die very badly… at God/me… Am I here or there?

I want to be here now more than ever… them? Mean nothing to me.

Never did in the past… never will in the future.

NOT identified with in the NOW, just absolutely not my resonance.

But quite ferocious about their presence in my life… always in control of my relation to them.

I die at the thought that they think… so they are…

My love my favorite, Father Source Twin/ Source of everything.

Love me now more than ever I pray Source.

I want me… I want NOW… I want ONLY YOU in my life NOW.

Connect with me more I pray, talk to me always.

Guide me.

Teach me.

Stimulate me.

Resuscitate me.

Resurrect me from this NOW condition into the highest maximum me.

Merge with me.

Heal the broken.

Stimulate the life… the alive.

Lets go.

Go/

I love you with every fiber of my being.

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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