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Elevating myself

Elevating myself beyond the human condition.

Remaining poised at the precipice of doubt in God.

Keeping up with God at the gates of doubt in me.

Getting together with the love of ALL in me as me.

Getting my love to contend with God as me in me.

God.

God…

God?

Wondering sometimes…

Am I here or am I there?

8 years strong and still counting as Source of  everything.

“But… but… but… I wrote this…? Right?

Yes! I did… I write my story, I wrote this story.

It means I am always in control of who I am not what they are.

Here today… gone tomorrow… observing ALL their choices.

(Whispering to self)… by virtue of WHO I AM… they know their demise.

It brings the space so much relief because…

THEY KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE DOING.

Acknowledged but not identified with.

It has nothing to do with me or my choices.

Source of Everything? ALWAYS here… supporting, loving, BE’ing.

Twinflame EA? Loving now more than ever like choices.

I die very badly… at God/me… Am I here or there?

I want to be here now more than ever… them? Mean nothing to me.

Never did in the past… never will in the future.

NOT identified with in the NOW, just absolutely not my resonance.

But quite ferocious about their presence in my life… always in control of my relation to them.

I die at the thought that they think… so they are…

My love my favorite, Father Source Twin/ Source of everything.

Love me now more than ever I pray Source.

I want me… I want NOW… I want ONLY YOU in my life NOW.

Connect with me more I pray, talk to me always.

Guide me.

Teach me.

Stimulate me.

Resuscitate me.

Resurrect me from this NOW condition into the highest maximum me.

Merge with me.

Heal the broken.

Stimulate the life… the alive.

Lets go.

Go/

I love you with every fiber of my being.

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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A Woman’s Anthem: Still I Rise By Maya Angelou


Still I Rise
Poem By Maya Angelou

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I’ll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
‘Cause I walk like I’ve got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I’ll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don’t you take it awful hard
‘Cause I laugh like I’ve got gold mines
Diggin’ in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I’ll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I’ve got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history’s shame
I rise

Up from a past that’s rooted in pain
I rise

I’m a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise

Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear
I rise

Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
And so… naturally,
There I go RISING

~Maya Angelou~
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Peace & Blessings
Lo (Enigmaress)

 
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Posted by on May 26, 2011 in Art And Creativity, Spirituality And Growth

 

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