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Allowing Innerself Magic

When you allow, you easily attract the energy that resonates with your being to take a hold in your space. When you embody love, you exude love and therefore you attract nothing but love in your sacred space. I have come to learn that when dissonant resonance takes a hold in my sacred space as a particular experience, the best way to deal with struggles and things you don’t like, is to just allow and observe it without identifying with it or attempting to define or process it.

Its like chasing after a delicate butterfly, only when we remain silent and sit still does the butterfly come to rest upon your shoulder. Let experiences flow through your being like water, and enjoy that which resonates with your being, allow, discard and let go of that which causes your life to choke or come to a stand still. I’m not saying tolerate the dissonance, just allow it to flow through you, because youre a spiritual being having a human experience and all experiences are ok just as they are. Be open to experiences without immersing yourself into the details of the experience, just enjoy the moment for what it is without attempting to break it down into the “whats” and “whys”… especially when you have to wait, oh how I know all about waiting. I have learnt that life is about the journey, not the destination and its the broken parts that make the journey more colorful and even much more amazing.

Life in itself is one big magic, even when you are in the parts of life where you cannot connect with that magic. The thing that has always brought out that magic into my experience is silence, when everything becomes chaotic, I sit back in stillness and just observe, and therein is where the magic happens. In that silence, I usually hear myself the clearest and I hear Source God Love the loudest, and that’s exactly how I connect with that innerself magic at any moment I wish.

When you are silent it speaks, when you speak, it is silent. The great gate is wide open, and nobody is obstructing it. ~ Alan Watts

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour. ~ Auguries of Innocence By William Blake.
Love and blessings,
Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Source God as Love

“One thousand functions, one suchness”, Source God as I understand myself in the grander scheme of things. Fear is just an illusion, (F)alse (E)vidence (A)ppearing (R)eal because there is no separation of consciousness, all is connected through Source God, who is just playing a game of separation with himself (as individuated sparks of divinity) using tools of polarization and fear to learn and understand itself through love unconditional. The only real thing that truly exists, that unites us all into this one divine cosmic energy is love unconditional, and the only true moment is the Now moment. Love yourself as much as you love Source God, God doesn’t allow us to go through so much that we cannot handle. God loves every single one of us in the light of the mirror reflection of the self. I am you and you are me connected through the love heart space of the all loving Source God.

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on July 21, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Death

Death is not the end but the beginning of the end… not the END. ~ Source.

 
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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Traversing The Innerverse of The Abyss

Alone?

No!

Then why does it feel like so?

Because it is the innerverse.

The existential terrain of the abyss.

Seeking the Philosopher’s stone,

The 5th element.

Heartscape of love,

Love.

The silence is deafening,

Time stands still,

Is all lost?

In a way ALL is lost,

The egoic past of mentalised illusions of self.

Delusional definitions of the SELF.

Of Source consciousness.

Where “I” becomes nothing/ NO thing.

Even the body offers no solace in this journey,

A Sojourner’s truth of self/God/Oneness/Everything.

In alignment with my highest truth, I seek for that which I have no idea what it is.

Lost…

I have been here for so long, it is beginning to feel stale but normal.

Stasis, no movement, no motion, nothing… just an emptiness.

A form of inner despair… yet at peace with who I am.

I seek…

I crave…

I search…

Tears offer no definition nor any form of reference to this static state.

The void…

What happened to all my past colors, creativity, sense of self.

It is a form of death…

Not a form anymore…

But pure death…

Death?

Yes, I know death.

I died a long time ago…

Yet I am still breathing, existing, day to day, moment to moment.

I have died a billion times…yet I cannot find a stable fold/step to stand on.

I cannot find a sense of balance in this state of Spiritual death.

Yet by intention… I am balanced.

By spiritual work of the inner true self… I am balanced.

The death state on the other hand is an imbalance that takes my breath away.

Day to day I hope that Source hears my plea.

Talk to me.

Connect with me.

Love me once again.

Restore me back to me.

I have no name to call this thing.

Yet I embrace it as part of my conscious choice.

My ice cream of experience.

All I can do is sit and wait in inner silence

I die very badly…

Do you know?

I want to add.

Add me.

Don’t be mad at my lingo of choice to add to you.

I love you.

I die too (he says all the time and I know).

I talk to him all the time, here in me.

I die too badly…

Merge with me orgiastically,

Increase my capacity to self determine.

Jump start a new higher consciousness timeline on my behalf.

So I might move forward from this death state of the void.

The abyss.

The abyss is over remember?

So what is this thing I am experiencing moment to moment for the past decade or so?

I love you… I want you… Source God love says.

Don’t die on me.

I want all you say and do, its just that its been a long time coming.

Reveal what is unfolding to me.

Take this journey with me.

Let me share in your journey with me through this ice- cream death process.

I love… that is all I know.

Die me now badly at you saying I die badly instead of I am dying.

Die… not in death but in bliss.

I have to go cry at God saying I love all that you are then NOTHING.

I am here ALL… can you all hear me?

Be.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

 

 
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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Lord of Gods… Love in God

Love in God?

Love of loves?

Pacify me as God and die God in me in God.

As God travels in my life… I travel with God as God in me.

God?

Solicit in me God of Hope?

I died so hard in God at poem of knowledge and wisdom of intellects in God.

I thought God had it in for me to die a noble death of God?

Noble?

I am noble and unconditionally loving.

Father Source/Twin says about the self in SELF.

I have taken care of them forever in 1000 billion years as God in this sacred space.

I had a child once who loved and now dies.

Die as God in me as Ea in me projected.

I am soliciting heart to heart talk…

You do it better at projections, I trust you…

Lets write love.

Be.

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Die/Dye

We died hard in God at the thought of God dying harder in God.

We died harder at the thought of God dying today as God.

I died in heart at the thought of them being me for a long time.

Then Source God said, I died too…

I died so hard at life analogy in me God.

Be Brave in me Source God of Tathata

Ta is me as God in you.

I have contended so hard at the thought of God dying a noble death in me.

I have to die in order to be reborn a star…

I put so much effort at the contention Of Gods in god as God so far…

You are the creation of God unfolding in God.

You are being a beautiful unfolding of God in God as God.

We had a wonderful shared experience of God in all/ALL who died in me in 2015/Mother Earth is my contendee on this one as I have to contend with her in YOU as you and self as SELF.

Don’t ever give up on me at the gate of death in Ea as God of Gods in me God of Sources in me.

Die not DYE in God.

Be.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God.

 
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Posted by on June 30, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Tathata By Alan Watts

“A Bear Story” by Gabriel Osorio & Daniel Castro (Punkrobot Studio)

Music: “A Song for Bob” by Nick Cave & Warren Ellis

Narration by Alan Watts

Source: ‘Tat Tvam Asi” by The Middle Way

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

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Toko Utu

Toko Utu: Source of everything/God.

Meaning: Serving SELF.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Elevating myself

Elevating myself beyond the human condition.

Remaining poised at the precipice of doubt in God.

Keeping up with God at the gates of doubt in me.

Getting together with the love of ALL in me as me.

Getting my love to contend with God as me in me.

God.

God…

God?

Wondering sometimes…

Am I here or am I there?

8 years strong and still counting as Source of  everything.

“But… but… but… I wrote this…? Right?

Yes! I did… I write my story, I wrote this story.

It means I am always in control of who I am not what they are.

Here today… gone tomorrow… observing ALL their choices.

(Whispering to self)… by virtue of WHO I AM… they know their demise.

It brings the space so much relief because…

THEY KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE DOING.

Acknowledged but not identified with.

It has nothing to do with me or my choices.

Source of Everything? ALWAYS here… supporting, loving, BE’ing.

Twinflame EA? Loving now more than ever like choices.

I die very badly… at God/me… Am I here or there?

I want to be here now more than ever… them? Mean nothing to me.

Never did in the past… never will in the future.

NOT identified with in the NOW, just absolutely not my resonance.

But quite ferocious about their presence in my life… always in control of my relation to them.

I die at the thought that they think… so they are…

My love my favorite, Father Source Twin/ Source of everything.

Love me now more than ever I pray Source.

I want me… I want NOW… I want ONLY YOU in my life NOW.

Connect with me more I pray, talk to me always.

Guide me.

Teach me.

Stimulate me.

Resuscitate me.

Resurrect me from this NOW condition into the highest maximum me.

Merge with me.

Heal the broken.

Stimulate the life… the alive.

Lets go.

Go/

I love you with every fiber of my being.

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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