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God of Love

We love God as much as we love ourselves,

Love only that which makes sense to you in the NOW moment.

Love only that which makes sense in the light of the rain in love.

Love God only as God not as you in distress,

Love that which makes us all love all, ONE.

Ive died a thousand deaths in the light of the many, the one.

Ive died in the light of knowing I cannot go back in home mast of love.

Love me now more than ever Father,

No… no more, no more deaths in silence,

No more tears,

No more rain,

No more darkness,

No more voids,

No more Tathata?

No more dying in God as God.

Die me now in effect for those that contend in my sacred space as God.

God,

Go/

Love,

Be.

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Allowing Innerself Magic

When you allow, you easily attract the energy that resonates with your being to take a hold in your space. When you embody love, you exude love and therefore you attract nothing but love in your sacred space. I have come to learn that when dissonant resonance takes a hold in my sacred space as a particular experience, the best way to deal with struggles and things you don’t like, is to just allow and observe it without identifying with it or attempting to define or process it.

Its like chasing after a delicate butterfly, only when we remain silent and sit still does the butterfly come to rest upon your shoulder. Let experiences flow through your being like water, and enjoy that which resonates with your being, allow, discard and let go of that which causes your life to choke or come to a stand still. I’m not saying tolerate the dissonance, just allow it to flow through you, because youre a spiritual being having a human experience and all experiences are ok just as they are. Be open to experiences without immersing yourself into the details of the experience, just enjoy the moment for what it is without attempting to break it down into the “whats” and “whys”… especially when you have to wait, oh how I know all about waiting. I have learnt that life is about the journey, not the destination and its the broken parts that make the journey more colorful and even much more amazing.

Life in itself is one big magic, even when you are in the parts of life where you cannot connect with that magic. The thing that has always brought out that magic into my experience is silence, when everything becomes chaotic, I sit back in stillness and just observe, and therein is where the magic happens. In that silence, I usually hear myself the clearest and I hear Source God Love the loudest, and that’s exactly how I connect with that innerself magic at any moment I wish.

When you are silent it speaks, when you speak, it is silent. The great gate is wide open, and nobody is obstructing it. ~ Alan Watts

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour. ~ Auguries of Innocence By William Blake.
Love and blessings,
Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 

 
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Posted by on July 24, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Source God as Love

“One thousand functions, one suchness”, Source God as I understand myself in the grander scheme of things. Fear is just an illusion, (F)alse (E)vidence (A)ppearing (R)eal because there is no separation of consciousness, all is connected through Source God, who is just playing a game of separation with himself (as individuated sparks of divinity) using tools of polarization and fear to learn and understand itself through love unconditional. The only real thing that truly exists, that unites us all into this one divine cosmic energy is love unconditional, and the only true moment is the Now moment. Love yourself as much as you love Source God, God doesn’t allow us to go through so much that we cannot handle. God loves every single one of us in the light of the mirror reflection of the self. I am you and you are me connected through the love heart space of the all loving Source God.

Love and blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on July 21, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Death

Death is not the end but the beginning of the end… not the END. ~ Source.

 
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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Lo

Lo.

I die very badly…

Don’t ever give up on me like you did today in another time space continuum.

Do die in peace in God at orgiaste.

We die very badly as God.

We are going to die orgiatically in God as God today as such/Tathata.

Don’t ever spoil yourself in my blog and say God I wish I knew… I could’ve written more.

(But watch here… I am nowhere Source God).

Go and die in me as God is what I am trying to say as God.

I had a dream… that God would die in me at peace.

END/

Go…

Be.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

 
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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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Traversing The Innerverse of The Abyss

Alone?

No!

Then why does it feel like so?

Because it is the innerverse.

The existential terrain of the abyss.

Seeking the Philosopher’s stone,

The 5th element.

Heartscape of love,

Love.

The silence is deafening,

Time stands still,

Is all lost?

In a way ALL is lost,

The egoic past of mentalised illusions of self.

Delusional definitions of the SELF.

Of Source consciousness.

Where “I” becomes nothing/ NO thing.

Even the body offers no solace in this journey,

A Sojourner’s truth of self/God/Oneness/Everything.

In alignment with my highest truth, I seek for that which I have no idea what it is.

Lost…

I have been here for so long, it is beginning to feel stale but normal.

Stasis, no movement, no motion, nothing… just an emptiness.

A form of inner despair… yet at peace with who I am.

I seek…

I crave…

I search…

Tears offer no definition nor any form of reference to this static state.

The void…

What happened to all my past colors, creativity, sense of self.

It is a form of death…

Not a form anymore…

But pure death…

Death?

Yes, I know death.

I died a long time ago…

Yet I am still breathing, existing, day to day, moment to moment.

I have died a billion times…yet I cannot find a stable fold/step to stand on.

I cannot find a sense of balance in this state of Spiritual death.

Yet by intention… I am balanced.

By spiritual work of the inner true self… I am balanced.

The death state on the other hand is an imbalance that takes my breath away.

Day to day I hope that Source hears my plea.

Talk to me.

Connect with me.

Love me once again.

Restore me back to me.

I have no name to call this thing.

Yet I embrace it as part of my conscious choice.

My ice cream of experience.

All I can do is sit and wait in inner silence

I die very badly…

Do you know?

I want to add.

Add me.

Don’t be mad at my lingo of choice to add to you.

I love you.

I die too (he says all the time and I know).

I talk to him all the time, here in me.

I die too badly…

Merge with me orgiastically,

Increase my capacity to self determine.

Jump start a new higher consciousness timeline on my behalf.

So I might move forward from this death state of the void.

The abyss.

The abyss is over remember?

So what is this thing I am experiencing moment to moment for the past decade or so?

I love you… I want you… Source God love says.

Don’t die on me.

I want all you say and do, its just that its been a long time coming.

Reveal what is unfolding to me.

Take this journey with me.

Let me share in your journey with me through this ice- cream death process.

I love… that is all I know.

Die me now badly at you saying I die badly instead of I am dying.

Die… not in death but in bliss.

I have to go cry at God saying I love all that you are then NOTHING.

I am here ALL… can you all hear me?

Be.

Love and Blessings,

Lo (Enigmaress)

 

 
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Posted by on July 2, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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God in Me/I Die

Sometimes I wish, that God would hear me and not contend so ferociously with God in them. I die very badly at the thought of God contending to the end with them as me forever as them. I had a thought today, that God would be merciful and contend with them in another time space continuum as them and not as me anymore.

Eight years and still going strong in God as them in me. If I had a wish. I would wish not to contend as myself, alone in God as them ever again in me as them. I have the strength to contend alone and say out aloud to them not me, IT IS FINISHED!!!

MAMA has a right to say that death doesn’t contend in me anymore in my sacred space. Go with me to the time space continuum where it all started as the God of hope told me, this will get better in time as soon. I have tried to contend with them and told them, entities cannot bano reality in God and annihilate God in God as me in one fell swoop as they attempted to do Mother Earth in another time space continuum.

YOU have the right to say no to God about this time space continuum. Alan Watts once said, oneness is God in motion of today in the now moment. Go and love all that you are to God. Be.

Love and Blessings

Lo (Enigmaress) Source/God

 
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Posted by on June 25, 2017 in Spirituality And Growth

 

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